I woke up
Fuck I'm still alive...
For a moment I wasn't breathing until I open my eyes
Head feels like it's been stump by a truck
Mind feels like it had fireworks inside
Body so numb and yet so shakey
Couldn't stand, for my feet were wiggling
And had no balance, I was just light
Couldn't swallow a thing expect water and milk
My stomach was growling like a dying cow
My eyes were blurry and feeling weird
I just felt everything all at once, every pain
I wanted to cry but no tears came out
Like why am I still alive? LORD?
Oh how I wanted to die...
And for the 6th time, death denied me
Death denied again.