I took a moment to breathe
So I locked myself in the house
To reflect and correct
I cried and overdosed
But no amount of tears,
Or amount of pills,
Could take away the pain
So I lay awake in the couch
Day in and day out with no food
Till I was smelling like a dead rat
But still death never came
And the misery never left
Alone in this life…
So why am I alive?
©Kitty Minaj
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