Insidious I must be serious
For why dead never come, I am curious
Now attempting suicide is ridiculous
For life for me is hideous
It is full of pain not mysterious
When will I be free, I am furious
They tell me to be more religious
Being hurting for so long,God you not there it’s obvious
The feeling of loneliness is enormous
As I accept my faith like it’s delicious
Looking at everyone and feeling jealous
As they living their life that is precious
While I am depressed and anxious
Feeling dead but conscious
And the thought of tomorrow makes me nervous
So I lay awake and be Insidious
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