Birthday Dilemma

Dear Birthday 
I can see the candles
But I am not ready to age
My life's been out of touch
A series of disappointments and pain
A movie of mental health struggles
A battle to live vs to die
A jungle of endless sorrows,
A birthday is a day for happiness
How can I be happy when my world's on fire
How do I pretend when trauma hurts,
And all my dreams haunts my reality
Who am I to be free
And who am I to be celebrated
I just don't want to see tomorrow
I am sorry Birthday
I am not ready to face another year of misery.

©Kitty Minaj

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